I am very gloomy these days. I don't find inspiration anymore. I forgot how it feels to be careless and not to worry. I forgot love, I don't really remember happiness - I'm on the routine now. feeling good in the morning, busy during the day and tired and sad before i go to bed. So there you go routine can be emotional as well. Petty. I cycle every day on my way to uni and I cant help but notice all the people passing me by. There are so many of them - boys and girls, men and women, sometimes alone, sometimes together, sometimes with their dogs or kids. Looking at them makes me feel good i don't know why but it soothes my heart.
I'm getting old! Not physically but emotionally, mentally. The things I used to do and think, It feels like I've aged with decades for the past couple of years. I now know that friends are harder to find then diamonds, I don't see my one true friend anymore, his far away from me. That makes me sad. Nothing kills a person slower than loneliness, I tell you. And that makes you lose your inspirational affection to life.
Good God! All that was a momentous feeling I got from a not very known Italian song. Just listening to it made me write all that. Or maybe the correct word is not "made" more like triggered me. It's a social. personal experiment I'm going to perform. Express random feelings in words until they r over (the feelings not the words i never go tired and satisfied of words). let's see how it goes!
On a totally unrelated note I am going to share with you a great soup recipe tomorrow. Made it today, very easy, very delicious and boosted with vitamins! Later gaters ;)
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